Accepting All Parts of Ourselves
Have you ever felt a sensation that feels just like what the fuck is this?! Like, why am I feeling a sensation in my body that feels like my body is totally dysregulated? It doesn't feel good to say the least. And mostly this sensation happens around other people. And then I'm alone again and the sensations coming to the forefront feel really peaceful for the most part, not 100% all of the time but mostly yeah. Testing the alternating nasal breath, all clear up and down, maybe a tiny little something in the chest but very slight, not enough to trigger a thought that there's something out of wack because it's happening while I'm writing, so the subconscious mind might also thinking about how this piece might be perceived. And that's okay, I accept that about myself; I accept that I want my work to be received well, and I don't think that's a weakness because I'm completely genuine in my creative expressions, I pour my heart and soul into anything I p...